haven't blogged for a long time. and there's quite a lot that can be blogged about. roller coaster ride continues on and i find myself sometimes weaker than before, more tired than before.
28th investitures - To infinity & beyond
as i have told my buddy, joining invest comm was unexpected yet it was worth it when you see that everything on that day turned out to be fine, and your efforts finally payed off. I never really stopped running on that day. I ran to make sure ushers were in place, ran to get registrars ready, ran between the canteen, LT6, MPH back and forth to make sure everything was alright. All the invest people were practically sweating non-stop before the thing even started. Then after invest we ran to make sure souvenirs are ready, things are printed, schools guests taken care off. And i RAN. to make sure i get my buddy gifts on time for Final Night.
Then i decided that this is how i want it to be, my term in council: maybe unexpected, slightly imperfect but i should be able to look back and say that it was all worth it.
Commz'D OR House'D? - Where I want to be VS Where I should be
Spent hell lot of time thinking about which department to go. People told me I have the communications departement look. and certainly I do. I have the skill to be there too (for eWUTW and council website) but I like the people in MT HouseD. The rational me would have decided to go fro Commz without a doubt. But then i realised I don't want to look back and feel that i never really belonged, or that i didn't like what i did. Yes I know my focus, my piority. Study first, others 2nd, 3rd 4th etc. But that does not mean I'm not going to challenge myself while i still can afford to. And so i thought I'm going to follow my heart this time. And see where it carries me. I'm going to see how far I can go and train myself to cope.
I want to seize the day like my buddy told me. Leave no regrets (:
Fencing - En garde, Prêtes, Allez!
We put our suit on for the first time this thursday! (sad that i didn't have a camera with me but i will take one next week) I had a few embarrassing moments that day while trying to put my stuff on and my coach just have to announce to the whole world that i did it! (but anyway he's a funny guy) and my first time on the piste turned out to be rather good. I think. I felt natural and comfortable doing what Im supposed to do. Guess swimming and fencing are the 2 sports that i will like and keep on loving. Looking forward to trainings!!
PW -Don't know what to make of it
My group....well... turning out to be not as bad as i imagined, but i would say it is not as good as i would like it to be. But working with these 3 guys made me realise how important it is to keep an open mind, to never make judgement just based on one event / one action / one word / other rumours that you happened to see or experience. How the group turns out, how the group dynamics work, how that person behaves in front of you is how you make it to be. And for that matter, I would choose to have faith in every single one of them, and their capabilities, and of course my own too. I would believe that we would pull it through no matter what. Probably I will have to put in more effort, but it would be a good opportunity to learn as well.
I learnt, to make small sacrifices, and be tolerant. And i thank them, for bearing with my impatience sometimes.
Studies - Lost in the force field.
Guess what, wenyu is looking for physics and chemistry holiday tutor. WOW. yes i am. I have lots of catching up to do and tutorials to go through. My holiday therefore will be packed with PW interviews, surveys and HEAVY HEAVY HEAVY REVISION FOR CTS! I want my As! yes GO WENYU! and i won't never ever forget my dream university. and i will prove to my parents that i can do this. with fencing and council. yeah.
so that's the end of the post. time to stop slacking.
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