Alright yajie. Here's some efforts to make my blog more alive lol.
I guess I didn't really want to update that much anymore. Some feelings are best left unsaid, or at least left within me. But ah wells, maybe i should record things down too.
Changes are taking place within me and around me I guess. My wisdom teeth (yes all 3 of them, the other 1 still under the gum) are popping out, and they hurt. My gum swells and bleeds 24 hrs, a bit at a time. So its pretty annoying. With regards to how much smarter i become after this whole process is another story lol. Though I hope they do help xD
Then there's this sudden realisation that I'm just a normal girl, maybe less capable and perfect than i would like, or chose to believe. And hence the discovery that there's still a whole lot to be done and learnt. Things like getting tidier (sadly), more hardworking, and picking up that hard determination of mine again several years back. Well i guess i've lost quite a bit, but still I hope its not too late to get something done now.
Parents are changing too, friends as well. Mum's getting older each day, her temper less controlled. So I guess its time to become more independent and understanding as well. Friends are all facing this period of uncertainty, some are becoming friendlier, others more distant. Well, more adaptations to be done.
And amidst all uncertainties, i guess one thing is still certain. After all there's just this one path laid out in front of me. Do my law internship, get into law school no matter where, and get on from there. One step at a time, and success will come. Sooner or later.
Have faith, have hope.
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