School holidays have started 4 days ago, and today is the first day i managed to set myself down and start studying properly. first time in the holidays and first time after JC has formally started.
3 months passed already, and it all felt like a dream. A dream where you wondered about how these two years would be, happily or warily, where you laughted, joked, gossiped and played without bothering about any tests exams or results, even though you always know that there isn't much time left. And after a whole 3 months of finding your place, searching for your motivation, failing your first few tests and knowing now, how badly your seniors have done for A levels last year, you know its time to get focused again and move on. so, it's starting from here. (:
"...we just got lost somewhere along the way...
let's start from here, lose the past
change our minds..."
Felt tired and slightly drained after mugging today. And empty. but then it felt like something else is filling up inside you. There's a certain kind of longing, a certain kind of determination, and maybe a slight trace of worry and fear. Yes i'm freaking out just thinking about having to take a major test next year. And ppl around me have been emphasizing how little time I have.
I thought I found a part of myself back today... I just got lost somewhere along the way, I think.
(:
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