in beijing

apprently you can blog in china after all, but i can't view my blog. how dumb is that lol. i'm feeling super frustrated now because of all the not so important stuff that are ruining my mood and setting off conflicts among ppl who can't even seen each other. hate this. they just have to be so sensitive. i shall just watch what i say next time. why don't they see everything they say and do and show all eventually will affect me and me alone? all the burden and wathever will be on me anyway. dad and mum probably won't see it or know either. and i can't possibly tell them too. i will just have to make up a lie tomorrow. that's the only way to make it work i guess. shoot larh. coming to here alone really is not so great. everytime the same thing happens. darn it.